hmmm mind’s been wandering all over the place again. thinking about things that are not supposed to be thought off since i know im fine. but deep inside nope. grahh.
sometimes headphones are such a relief for me, cos i can escape momentarily from here and dream. nicely.
i want to play music now. really want to.
latas
hmm i figuring out some new site now. cool.
i think my posts are getting sparser and sparser. must be due to the lack of time. grrr. everytime i reach home, then i try to study for 1-2h, then use the comp, while watching tangxin, then news/newspaper, then try to do some revision before sleeping around 12+. it’s been such a routine that i accumulate all the weariness and it all vomits on one day. i slept for more than 8h yesterday :O
but this week hmmm. i’ve been talking lots to a few people, and i dont know somehow stigma sets in. but i guess i enjoyed yesterday and also the random lessons that we have. haha, and i think mark, mel and me are going to appear on cna liao. gahh.
grahh i feel crappy these days.
latas
the past week was undescribable.
but i think i learn how to deal less important things with a pinch of salt. live and let live i guess. dont think too much about what others view, say, comment about you or what, and i guess everything would be fine. i guess we live for ourselves and if we really took good care of our image and what, i think it’s fine. and am thankful for certain individuals who just make every day so passable and sometimes (:
and i can identify with aung san suu kyi’s situation, especially after studying democracy and military in Burma, how the past is still relevant to the present.
and i have a sore throat now. must be all those late nights and cramming, so i must reward myself with more sleep over the weekends. and somehow, this line keeps getting stuck in my mind.
absent-mindedly making me want you.
so much so much.
latas (:
Lauren (:
August 7, 2009
i’m gonna name my new acquired possession Lauren. nice name that came to my mind when i first saw it. haha shall treat it with love and care, and also try to figure how it works best.
meanwhile, i think i just made a boo-boo. shall not say anything about it. o.O
it’s the long holidays finally. to SLEEP and to do some work.
latas (:
hmm i dont know why, the past week has been a total rollercoaster.
but thanks to COT<3 and CO and some other people, i guess everything must happen for a reason and no matter what challenges i face, i must take it with verve and in stride, and not be shattered by it.
thanks! haha, the past two days has been wonderful with all the laughter, i want everyday to be like this.
(:
latas
