okay, update on my status: still alive.

anywhoo. this person went to celebrate his wednesday away. watched transformers2 with wz and b, haha graphics were supa cool but plot still a lil dry. but it was great day to forget about blocks momentarily and relax for a while. (:

um haha, im scared of h1n1, cos i rather take blocks then miss it and percentage all my ca-s and lecture tests into final year calculations. so please stay away of me! at least till next thurs! cant wait for pbc! ((:

alrights, gotta clear more econs tonight before going off.

love taylor swift. (:

latas

sometimes i just got to trust.

no time no time.

gahh bo si kang. still have to clear 2/3 history and lit.

hmm, and econs is still currently on unstable mood. shoots.

okay, back to cuban missile crisis. hmm has been limiting my comp time to less than one hour, either choosing to miss dongfang or shuangzi. hmmm. need to survive my 8days for sypnoses. nevermind, but studying with taylor swift is all so sweet. haha, listening to her playlist now. bye.

cheers everyone. am awaiting for the all-awaited pbc next week this time. hmm one week to do or break.

latas

happy birthday yen.jin! (:

today was another celeb by cot, haha, same place at taka. same meeting place at macs and we’re off to cine for i love you, man. haha, it must be eye-opener for the rest of the group, but anyway we had a good laugh. and i didnt know tsai and chang was behind me ALL THE WHILE! haha shit, all my face throw away liao.

purikura was fun, haha, running around in the cubicle and ending up with really funny expressions. lol. and again our favourite camwhoring spot outside restaurants and a trip to artfriend. but we couldnt find him leh. haha, disappointed!

and she was surprised afterwards! haha, wonderful day again with so much laughter and fun! love cot to the max! (:

and talking about productivity, hmm spent some time after meeting in school to continue math. hmm econs halfway but lit and hist is left untouched. gg. and there’s asean seminar tmr also.

need time! but i want meaningful one!

latas

fml never fails to cheer me up. i know its quite bad to like seek happiness from someone’s predicaments or bad situations, but it just shows how much your life is not that f***-ed and even though the world might look like its tumbling down, but seriously, you’re more fortunate by alot. and although its kinda brief solace laughing yourself loud, but i guess, i need it bah.

and im a person who doesnt ignore stuff so easily. and that sucks sometimes.

but today was sweet. though the 3 of us were meeting on a pretext of having a meeting, but i guess 1 out of the 6h was for the meeting, and the other 5 was catching up, eating, laughing and doing random stuff. i love these bunch of people, and how we are able to complement each other, understand each other that well, and give and take. hahah, really miss high school for these bunch of peepo!

and taylor swift! (:

latas

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me

pretty well sung

latas

okay taylor swift has been ruining my progress to work.

partially i’ll go and youtube her while im doing gp essay. and that im learning love story on the piano. gahh. but i still <3 her!

but anyways, progress has been slow. needa do some work. at my rate, im never gonna get to the stage to study for blocks.

rarr. focus.

latas

don’t lose directions.

i think im too overwhelmed by current circumstances, and that’s really confusing me lots. gahh, i think my strengths have turned somewhat into liabilities? strengthsquest is actually quite a good platform. and sometimes when you fail in your strengths, you’ll start to reconsider lotsa stuff.

i know what my strengths are, but somehow, that’s not practical in current situations and perceptions of me. take discipline. okay, that’s one of my highest ranked strengths. i know its quite a good description of me and such, and how discipline ensures that you are always on track and that you don’t destroy yourself. but from what i see now, that’s not really umm helping me in anyway. discipline doesn’t help me in anyway. i don’t know. fml.

hmm. somehow i just dont wanna know what’s gonna happen in the future and plan it.

grah.

latas

p.s. i have a sudden crush on taylor swift. keep searching her up on youtube. o.O

retail therapy today to the max.

haha cos i really need a pair of track shoes (the pe teacher is complaining about my sole-less trainers) and i want to shop. so went around looking for a decent one and bought it (: then there were like lotsa stuff on sale that’s hard to resist. bought two pairs of shorts from club marc (they were going very cheap, like more than 50%). love the colour. guess maroon goes well with sagittarius! loved the horoscope episode of project runway.

talking about slacking, has been slacking quite alot. my first week is completely void of activities while everyone is either out doing something productive (like mun, pre-u sem, cap etc.) darn pigs. i dont feel accomplished at all, and nothing can help make me feel (: grahh.

you’re not doing your very best.

latas

happy birthday hern! a.k.a. sbfffae!

today was total outings. met with s for lunch at j8. was walking around there and saw lotsa stuff that i want to buy! gss is tempting me a lot. so we decided on thai express since we never actually tried it before. haha, but the stuff there are spicy like what. we were downing cups of water haha, damn funny. i guess not quite a good experience, but we both had a good laugh and catching up! (: then went walking around j8 and had ice cream.

after that met sandy mel and yj at orchard to have a surprise for hern! haha, still quite successful okay! cos she was shocked and surprised for like so long! quite fun hanging out and eating the cake, especially since we surprised her at the cashier counter. haha, didnt stalk her after that and the four of us had our own fun roaming aimlessly around taka. esp camwhoring in front 0f restaurants (:D to the max. lol) and the pervy art friend uncle. haha, super funny. ahh, such a nice time to catch up with them (: haha.

okay, spent quite a lot today. jya!

latas

holidays are here.

not really excited by it, hmm, considering that i should be somewhere high above now instead of stoning in front of this computer. ok i have decided to make a plan and stick to this plan for this june. cos i wanna make use of every single time i have to enjoy myself, and yea, study.

so my plan is to accomplish something everyday. no matter how small it is, it just have to be satisfying. i want to exercise, i want to cook, i want to write, i need to study, i want to shop, i want to pick up a new skill, i want to master a song, i want to have fun, i want to catch up with people that are dear.

so many i wants, and 28 (no 26 now, since i wasted my past 2 days away) but so little time. hope this june can be a fulfilling one.

screw pigs.

latas