Shit.

i read 3 stories and i dont understand some parts. how to write book review.

lol. and i also have to do june webnews comment.

and reflections. larlarlar. physics test to study too.

latas

Jiayous.

no matter what has happened, jiayous for the next term!

gotta mug mug and im down with this stupid flu. bleah, keep sneezing.

my ahma is getting better!

只要我们不放弃希望，希望绝不会放弃我们。

latas

Why.

为什么，为什么，总是要背黑锅。别人又能侥幸逃过。世界非公平的，自己能控制的，就做好自己的本分吧，其余的就让老天决定。深信，老天是有眼的。

see-tow showed us her triplets photo at takashimaya, lol jap lesson is quite interesting these days.

chem test was fine. and now is finally slack time. before its crunch time again.

latas

Chem Test.

chem test tmr. argh meng meng meng.

latas.

Lala Land.

meng chem meng chem. argh so much topics lar.

bio was funny as usual.

haha. crappiness fills me these days.

latas

Back to School.

reopen reopen school. argh. back to business and such.

i feel very emo these days. alot of stuff i like to rant on, but i believe a private post is only suitable.

so today was first day of sexual reproduction for bio. alot of funny stuff, like how testes came about, which is the most impt organ etc. lol quite funny.

then jap was interesting. (perhaps cos i never go for 2months ler). and see-tow sensei has triplets! omg, we were all so shocked when she told us about this.

back to rev for chem test. rarr.

latas

日本語の時

argh. i forgot most of my japanese.

sakubun and book review. plus one month of jap to catch up. im gg-fied.

lol. and there’s still chem test.

ganbatte!

latas

Udder.

i found out i have been visitng ttsh quite a lot of times these days. her condition is getting better, but she’s still a lil weak. hopes she gets through this tormentous period, the doctor has just placed another tube into her body, really breaks my heart to see her in pain. she now has bruises on her arm.

appreciating my family members more and more. no one should leave this world soon. nobody.

therapy at udder’s today. retail that is. had pear sorbet ice cream on waffle, cost me around 5 bucks. quite a nice place to chill with friends, bitch or something like that. check the reviews section (–>) soon for the review of stuff. hope to try their lychee martini someday (:

its on to hrp now. halfway through. i want to strike it off my list. thanks to IP, my life is so fun.

latas

Need You.

RARR. RAWRRR.

i need someone to talk to, someone that can lend a listening ear, someone who can understand me, someone who will always be there when i need you.

respond to my pleas. i really cant take it.

latas

怕。

每一次踏入病房时，总是很怕。

畏惧就在这时奶奶会走，畏惧无法再跟她相谈。

陪她时，很怕她呼吸一次，就停止了。所以，会不断地听，听出生命之吸。

奶奶今天病情恶化，肺发炎，与昨天还会开玩笑的她，判若两人。

她今天醒来时，哭了。热泪盈眶，是见到一家人前来，是怕不能再看到家人，是什么？

哭，她静静的哭，我脑袋也顿时麻住了，没有感觉，只在床边思索。

今天一家大小都来了，姑姑、叔叔、婶婶、堂表兄妹、婶婆等，家庭这简单的两个字，今天领悟了。

（mai dng liao）别回吧，她含糊不清地说道。

她最怕的，也是失去。

latas